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[lavabend]

[ Ever since he stumbled upon that one magazine in the R-rated section of the bookstore, Bolin's been ... curious. When it came to sex, he was no prude, but with his soft and romantic nature most of their sex has also been mostly just as soft and romantic. Now that he's flipped through that magazine though, he's ... interested in trying out something new. From a logical perspective, it makes no sense to want to be tied up. However, there's something exciting about it still; the thought of surrendering it all to the person he loved, the attention he would get ... Even a little bit of pain sounded intriguing, when he doesn't often like to be in pain.

He definitely has complete trust in Bucky, and that's why he wants to try it with him. Bringing up the topic, though? That's the hard part. ]

Hey, dear. You know how we've been together for some time, and I love you very much? [ Yet he's radiating some nervous energy, clasping his own fingers and fiddling with them in that universal gesture of wanting to ask for something. He's definitely not reaffirming their love just for the sake of it. There's a motive today!! ] There's sort of ... something I wanna ask. Or, it would be more right to say -- try.

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[ Well this is a familiar ploy. Buck doesn't want to say he invented it, but he's used it enough that he's got to be in the running. Top 5 definitely.

So, this? Bucky's got some ideas, but most of them are petty. And that ain't Bolin. ]

Okay, shoot. Is this... an illegal something or other, or...?

[ He's down, it just has to be in good taste. ]

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[lavabend]

No, no! I try my very best ... not to do anything illegal if I can help it. [ Though his tone seems to imply that sometimes it can't be helped. He's gotten in his fair share of trouble when he used to tough it out as a kid, so he knows how that life is. Anyway, just how is he going to bring this up? If Bucky starts finding him weird because of it, he might not be able to live the embarrassment down. ]

Well, we've slept together a few times, and it's been very, very great. I'm not asking because it hasn't been! But there's something new I wanna try -- [ Finding the words for it seems to be hard though. ]

[lavabend]

[ There's a sigh. ]

Actually, I talk a lot when I'm nervous and always end up messing things up. [ Sometimes, he's remarkably self-aware. He just pulls out that stupid, raunchy magazine he saw and gives it to Bucky so he can see for himself. This way, Bolin won't have to go through the embarrassing trial of explaining himself. ] Just take a look at this.